3.23.2010

YELLOW

Alright, So I read a blog that has changed my view on things today! It was all about colours and how they can so easily be used in your mood, I have been Grey/black lately (Feeling like a thunderstorm of upset anger and worry). I want to be Yellow and have decided this is my new favourite colour! Please don't think I am being Crazy my mind just thinks different then others I guess. So YELLOW MOOD SAMI!!!!!

Yellow to me is the brightest colour, reminds me of the sun which is always shining, flowers and smiles and just all happy good things so I am Yellow!


Today has gone alright, I have been a bit down lately as a group of girls have stopped talking to me around here no reason no explanation they just don't want to know me which shouldn't bother me but I am a sensitive person and it has. Anyways Today a few of the girls I normally talk too really made my day, and helped to make me Yellow Sami I have opened my eyes to the importance of these friends and how the feel good feeling can come from a simple hello from someone who is actually happy to see you! *I love my friends* I feel so blessed for friends like them (I will not name as I will most likely forget one and feel bad later). So you know who you are I hope and I am really Thankful for you as friends I love you guys to bits and wanted to say a huge thankful for making me Yellow Sami.

Back to today I suppose, I walked with Amy everywhere today and it feels so great to get out again walking and doing things, the fresh air is doing great but I have to admit I have had a sneaky smoke!!!!!!! I have only had one since Saturday so am doing ok I think. I went to the doctors and had my bloods taken (Proof picture as I know a lot of you know I would skip a needle out of fear), swabs were taken from the back of my throat (GAG GAG) and now I wait..... On the upside I thought results would take 2-3 weeks but have been told it's 2-3 DAYS for bloods and a week or so for the swab! Only X-rays to go and we wait for some GOOD news!


Picked up Caleb from school and found out my little man ESCAPED from school today! He was running after me and apparently threw a bit of a fit because he never got to me. I asked him why he ran away and do you know what I got as a response???
"I wanted to hold your hand mommy when you got your needle".. How sweet is he, so yes he got told not to do it again but I think he got away really light as it was for such a sweet reason!

4 comments:

shella said...

Hey I have heard of the colours too! I heard that wearing certain colours also has a big effect on your life too. Wearing black is a symbol of power I think, although thinking black is a symbol of sadness I suppose. Thats really sweet about the needle story! Sorry to hear about friends not talking to you..they are really important to have in life so people who do that without explanation are not worth grasping for.

Nikki said...

It really sucks when friends stop talking to you for no good reason, doesn't it? I've had that happen to me in the last year with one of my best friends and it was super hard on me. I'm still kind of bitter about it, but working on getting over it. But if they stop talking to you without even giving you a reason, then they're not really worth it anyway. Hope the tests come back good, I'll be thinking about you.

Unknown said...

Thanks guys, Im not as upset anymore about the friends acting the way they are as it has shown me how my true friends shine and made me alot more greatful for them :D

Taylor said...

He is so sweet!

Sorry about your "friends".